New Years is right round the corner!

First of all i would like to greet a late Happy Christmas. I never did so earlier because i was really busy, busy with what i don't even know myself.

Secondly i'll like to greet everyone, my followers, my friends, my family, the cats and dogs (yeh) and my fishes a HAPPY NEW YEAR!! it's one day till New Years but i probably will forget to update so saying it early.

I want to wish everyone the very best for 2010. If 2009 was not your year then i send great blessings and luck for 2010!! ^^
Recapping on 2009, has it been a good or bad year? It's been average. But then again i'm so forgetfull to remember ever aspect of it. Only pictures can refresh my memory which is why i love taking pictures! ^^ they always say pictures fade but memories last forever. But how can you remember your memories without pictures being the thing that nudges your brain? =p hehe

I had a fabulous Christmas!!! Despite having to work on Boxing Day in Next, i swear i am never working on Boxing Day it's like a "guy see" seriously, it's crazy!! The people shop like money isn't a matter. Money is obviously a matter for me or i wouldnt be working!

Somehow this Christmass lacked something. Maybe because it reminded me of last year. Last year was definately a great christmas because he was there. I eversodoubt i even like him anymore but he was what it was that made Christmas so special. Last time i saw him there was silence between us. He's a truely great friend but it definately made me learn a lesson: don't fall for someone so easily just because of their actions towards you.

It is maybe because of this that i have stopped liking people so easily. I can say hand on my heart that i used to fall for guys so much more easily. Now a guy is so caring to me, i always think of the negative. Have i built up to be a cold person? I would answer i am only protecting myself from falling someone that probably does not feel the same for me. In 2009 i went through a lot. I was hurt quite a bit because i fell for someone, fell so deeply that i knew we never would have a beginning. The truth hurts they always say. I dont't want to go through the pain anymore so i have chosen to stay strong and negative.

Anyway, on a different subject! I watched Love Connected the other day. It's a Hong Kong film starring Kay Tse, Stephy Tang and other actors. It's a romance film and it touches on a lot of aspects which a relationship would go through. It's a very sweet film and there was one point in the film in particular that made me cry.

I always day dream...will my life play out to be how it is in films?

SNOWW!!

I now have TWOOOO followersss..woot wooot! Thank you for following my blog Twiniee and Roxanne! ^^

It's snowing snowing in London! It snowed the day after my birthday ^___^ oh yeh it was my birthday on tuesday. Im becoming a biggggg girl! oh no >_<. So im guessing you're wondering what i got up to for my birthday?? I didnt get up to much i wanted to keep it quite low down this year so my girls and i went to christianne's halls and had pizza!! We ordered EIGHTTTT fat large pizzas! Yes EIGHT! The table was FILLED with pizzas, i've never seen so many pizza's in my lifeee! Oooo wow there were A LOT! After pizza we mucked around for a bit and there's always a reason for being a uni student, we drank! Alcohol :) played drinking games and with me being chinese i turned BRIGHT RED! Im a pretty lightweight so i couldn't handle much. I felt quite dizzy after a few drinks so i stopped >_<. Then the rest of the night was jamming in the common room with Christianne's uni mates. After that had a longggggggggggggggggggggg conversation with Louis (one of Amy's uni friends) about LIFEE!

And not forgetting to mention they all got me a lovely chocolately cake ^^ it looked like it was glowing on firee! I just want to give a shoutout to everyone who wished me happy birthday! My day woulnt of been any better without you guys :) Thank you <3

I want to say i love love my parents and brother STEP-HEN!!! Despite my family being the worst at surprises but it's what makes me smile. When they plan their surprises it's so obvious that it makes me chuckle! I really love them deep down even though i can be quite tough on them at times. They got me a lovely biggg cake for my birthday...but it was late xD. My family are always late, but it's the thought that counts!

Me and my brother are starting to develop more of a friendship than a brother-sister relationship. It makes me smile cos i can speak to him like a friend despite still holding the trust i have for him! He's become really sweet and caring. I don't know how he puts up with a sister like me but i truely do love you bro! Thank you for the Superdry hoodie that ive been going on about for weeks! ^^

So London is literally on snow mode now. In about 2 hours time i will need to get ready to go Nottingham. I need to hand in my assignment and i have finally got it completed! I cannot wait to go to Nottingham, it's my second home! I can literally call it home cos it does feel like home. I miss and love Nottingham <3!!!

Quite a long post for today so that's all for now! Catch y'all later!!

Third Post of the Day?

Are the times at the end of the posts according to USA times? It's clearly not the UK time. Anyone know how to fix it? hmm...

I dont know how i feel at the moment. I feel so "mo jour". Feel so naive. I say i don't care and don't bother but then the next day i start to care. Im not allowed to make my birthday big this year, i totally understand but at least i could have some presents from my family :(

Maybe im still immature. But it would be nice if my friend's remember my birthday is on tuesday. I guess everyone is busy. I dont want to make it known to them but I just really want them to know it's my birthday. I guess it's always hard to make your one thoughts known by other. Just got to accept it...

Oh blurrrr, not feeling the greatest.

Ignoreee that. I think i just needed to talk to someone cos i was lonely from unii! hahaha

SECOND POST

BACKK IN LONDONNN!!!

University has finished for now till 11th January! Infact it already feels weird not to be Nottingham. I really feel I have settled in but maybe I would say I was more settled before I left for Hong Kong. It is definately my second home with so much freedom in which sometimes I feel im in my own little bubble /world!

Going back to the fact im back in London. I shooted straight off to my job induction with Next and the first thing i realise is the busy tube. It's disgusting! So busy and rentless. I miss the friendly atmosphere back up in Nottingham ( i NEED to stop comparing).

Exiting from Oxford Circus station, wonders of beautiful xmas lights were before my eyes (despite being pushed by crazy shoppers). I glazed at them like a little kid. I cannot say I did not daydream, it took my thoughts away just by staring at them. Did it bring out the Christmas spirit? For me personally, I once again felt I was in my own world.

Shout out to my TWINIEEE back in E-TOWNN!! Thank you for the shoutout on your blog for me! You have inspired me to create a blog!

It's been two months since we last spoke in person, that's too long agoo!

I love this girl <3

Greetings!

Welcome to my blog! I don't know if there will be anyone viewing this but being by creating a blog I want to write out thoughts I have from time to time.

This isn't the first blog i've had and from my previous blog it was more filled with silly thoughts and childish moments. Since coming to university there has been certain thoughts that I want to type out instead of speaking it, I hope setting up another blog will allow me to do this.

Anyone who does come across to read this, I hope i don't boree you! :)