New Years is right round the corner!

First of all i would like to greet a late Happy Christmas. I never did so earlier because i was really busy, busy with what i don't even know myself.

Secondly i'll like to greet everyone, my followers, my friends, my family, the cats and dogs (yeh) and my fishes a HAPPY NEW YEAR!! it's one day till New Years but i probably will forget to update so saying it early.

I want to wish everyone the very best for 2010. If 2009 was not your year then i send great blessings and luck for 2010!! ^^
Recapping on 2009, has it been a good or bad year? It's been average. But then again i'm so forgetfull to remember ever aspect of it. Only pictures can refresh my memory which is why i love taking pictures! ^^ they always say pictures fade but memories last forever. But how can you remember your memories without pictures being the thing that nudges your brain? =p hehe

I had a fabulous Christmas!!! Despite having to work on Boxing Day in Next, i swear i am never working on Boxing Day it's like a "guy see" seriously, it's crazy!! The people shop like money isn't a matter. Money is obviously a matter for me or i wouldnt be working!

Somehow this Christmass lacked something. Maybe because it reminded me of last year. Last year was definately a great christmas because he was there. I eversodoubt i even like him anymore but he was what it was that made Christmas so special. Last time i saw him there was silence between us. He's a truely great friend but it definately made me learn a lesson: don't fall for someone so easily just because of their actions towards you.

It is maybe because of this that i have stopped liking people so easily. I can say hand on my heart that i used to fall for guys so much more easily. Now a guy is so caring to me, i always think of the negative. Have i built up to be a cold person? I would answer i am only protecting myself from falling someone that probably does not feel the same for me. In 2009 i went through a lot. I was hurt quite a bit because i fell for someone, fell so deeply that i knew we never would have a beginning. The truth hurts they always say. I dont't want to go through the pain anymore so i have chosen to stay strong and negative.

Anyway, on a different subject! I watched Love Connected the other day. It's a Hong Kong film starring Kay Tse, Stephy Tang and other actors. It's a romance film and it touches on a lot of aspects which a relationship would go through. It's a very sweet film and there was one point in the film in particular that made me cry.

I always day dream...will my life play out to be how it is in films?